今日无大事

又是圣诞节，可能是因为老了，已经不像以前那样每年圣诞节都要出去疯。加上汲取去年圣诞节出门只能步行回家的教训，因此觉得能在家安安静静得待着也是莫大的幸福。其实不光是圣诞节，基本上所有的节日都没有太大的感觉了。

Reikin 今天的帖子放上了 MC 这首《All I Want For Christmas Is You》的卡通 MV，又勾起了那个埋在心底里的声音。

自己明明知道不现实不可能的事情，那个屡屡被提上心头反复温习又嘲笑自己荒谬然后埋入心底的念头，在这个充满温馨和传奇色彩的时刻，跳动得尤其浮躁。以致于让自己不由地跟着吟唱：

I don’t want a lot for Christmas
There’s just one thing I need
I don’t care about the presents
… All I want for Christmas is… You

或许我想要的，原本就是太多了。Santa Claus 并不能总是在圣诞节给人们最想要的，可能因为这本来就非这位白胡子老爷爷的能力所及，也或者之所以那东西是最想要的，是因为自己知道那个“You”是得不到的……

一首欢快的歌，我听着唱着却觉得有些哽咽了……

All I Want For Christmas Is You – Mariah Carey

I don’t want a lot for Christmas
There’s just one thing I need
I don’t care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is…
You

I don’t want a lot for Christmas
There’s just one thing I need
I don’t care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don’t need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won’t make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won’t ask for much this Christmas
I don’t even wish for snow
I’m just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won’t make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won’t even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
‘Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children’s
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won’t you bring me the one I really need
Won’t you please bring my baby to me…

Oh I don’t want a lot for Christmas
This is all I’m asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is…
You

All I want for Christmas is you… baby (repeat and fade)